Monday, April 26, 2010

Yellow Submarine

The submarine came to a screeching halt and we all got out of the vehicle. Coming to a road filled of stars, we started walking until we decided to venture through the trees. As we wandered through the woods everything started to become even more magical than before. It was dark, but my eyes adjusted perfectly. The trees moved in the wind, and the grass spoke to us all. We are a part of it all! We are like trees! I felt like I was ten years old again, running round and making silly noises. It felt so nice just to take off my shoes and not care about the cuts and bruises. We were invincible, and it didn't matter where we ended up or where we were going. We were just walking, running, hopping, skipping through the night. Looking up at the sky we pretended to be avatars in the land of Pandora. It's hard to imagine our forests being destroyed. The trip had began, it had hit hard and fast.
It was easy to get lost in your own head. The worst thing you can do when experiencing this magical time. That's why you should be the journey with only your best friends. We never really lost sight of each other. All four of us finding new textures and creatures to feel. Each of us seeing different things. We are like a family. We don't need anyone else! I knew in that moment that my life has changed forever. As we all locked arms and stood in a circle, all our eyes hit the sky and through the tree tops we found pure bliss. I'll never forget that moment.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

SUN




"MOVEMENT ON DREAMS, STAND UNDER NONE"

And today I realize what I was afraid of is happening. I'm falling into this hard.

Well now that I've figured out that all I want is happiness it's pretty clear as to what I'm going to do now. I'm going to stand under no one. I make my own decisions, and I learn from my own mistakes. It doesn't matter what anyone else says. Because in the end really... the only person who lives with it is me. You can have your own theory as to how my life will change, but I have to stick with what I think is okay. It may not be right to you, but it makes me happy. I'm trying to be all about positivity. I've been influenced to just go with it these past weeks.

Do not worry for me, or about me. I have my own troubles, and you have yours. It's what you make of them in the end. It's what you learn from that makes you a whole person. I won't judge you and you should do the same upon me. I've been pretty hung up on what people have to say. I shouldn't ask about it, it's me who has to make the decisions.

So it would be okay if you started leaving me alone now. Quitting with the snappy remarks and threat words would be a nice start. I'm sorry for anything I've ever done. I'm not one to hold quick grudges or start a fight. The rage that you bring really freaks the hell out of me. I'd love to be able to walk into my own house without being afraid of you kicking me in the mouth....

Let's get on with the good times, nothin' but..........

" You got dreams and you'll do anything to get them. I'm living good, just thought you should know! And welcome to my element, where every day we party just for the hell of it. I'm living good, just thought you should know!"